Before During & After COVID I am Told I Overthink

 

(Spoken Word)

 

I am told

privately

all my life appears to be

“one multi-dysfunctional shipwreck” 

by friends

lovers

and

precious family

AND

that my poetry/prose needs punctuation

AND

that I care far too much about others

AND

that my art is

disturbing to one’s heart

(yes, I am/was banned from a prominent social media site

for my above art in 2013

AND

I have chosen not to return)

AND

that I am “…scraping and servile”

AND

that I have been married too many times (only four) 

AND

that I still have too much enthusiasm

for romantic encounters (think “tactile hunger”) 

AND

that I need to calm down

AND

that I need to be stronger

AND

I might wish not to be so dramatic.

 

These are

some of the things said to

HSPs,

or “highly sensitive people”

of which

multiple therapists label me.

 

Okay.

 

Writing/Photography by FawnRising©2022
Novmeber 6, 2022
Le Lac du mon Père
Lago d’Crystalle Florida United States of America Earth