I Will Never Fit

 

wakened with

anguishing

Cracked heart pieces

Numbing

adoration for

Humans

Unkind

Unnecessarily unkind

Mean-spirited

Harboring ill

Harming ways

Blood screams of

Silence

Where might I go?

Where do I fit?

Where do I belong?

Hello, Fawn ~

Great Spirit God here,

Remember how your heart

always seemingly

Stays open to those who don’t

Fit or belong?

Remember the boy on

the school bus

Who could not control his saliva

Or the movements of his

jerking body?

And you sat with him

each morning?

He was on the periphery.

Remember how you

Go there instead of

With the inner sanctum?

You don’t belong.

You never have.

And you never will.

Congratulations.