I am chosen by my Higher Power to be a human who does not process alcohol well, sometimes called an alcoholic; or, I am a human who has an Alcohol Use Disorder; or, I am a human who tests positive for the genetic mutation called MTHFR ~ never mind that my bloodline is First Nation mixed with […]

Let go let go let go. Allow Forgive. let go, learn. Can we not see the true patchwork of life? May we be poised lovers without melodrama? May we comfort the devil since she/he may simply be fearful of being alone? No one can be free or fulfilled unless we can all be. We will navigate […]

And so it is I surrender I accept Namaste Thy will be done Not mine The children are in their middle ages They are thriving Leave them alone I have caused tremendous gut-marbled infected pain Leave them alone Detach with love Wait Wait some more Leave them alone Maybe for the rest of my breathing […]

Stillness silence creativity my heart work how can this be? To step up to find joy in the small insignificant and relinquish dread. Move my personal liberation to new heights for humans, all. You and I may never belong Congratulations We are free.   Art & Poetry by FawnRisingLace2018© October 21, 2018 Le Lac du […]

                So . . . again, am I falling apart? Am I relinquishing all my arrogant allure and intellect and maybe I don’t even know it? Am I once again pushing to belong to fit somewhere have a purpose feel adored? Am I still wishing for a place […]

Remember the lovely woman upbeat yet confined to her wheelchair singing opera to me and my service dog Ti Amo after screaming at us to simply go away? Remember the older Italian man posted at the entranceway who sold handmade biscotti to raise funds for cancer research for others as he lives life in a […]

It flashes and sparkles and seeps into pores It sequesters a hidden largo of unusual unsingable melodies It rants and curves and stomps through the forests of untruths and paling stories and frightful legends It can blister and seethe crassness and nobility It can sway the moon yet lull infantile earth storms My heart oh, […]

My wondering: If there are reasons for unmitigated sadness or seemingly hinged post-traumatic stress syndrome or a panic disorder called unipolar depression or a genetic mutation causing alcohol blackouts or abdominal surgeries which disallow the use of alcohol along with a severe craving for it risking further blackouts and seizures or is it a malfunctioning thyroid […]

Onward to freely unmerited progress simply elegant refined movements ~ A balm for weary hearts trudging to a successful conclusion trying perhaps too hard yet never giving up Never.   Art & Poetry by FawnRisingLace2018© Le Lac du mon Père Crystal Lake Florida USA Earth

Be forewarned of sweeping generalizations a happy you look at ingredients that manifest this situation of abandonment think of the opposite what is one thing I can feel? Guilt Massive What can I learn from this Do I factor in aging? melancholic depression hypersomnia heaviness social anxiety It is not about forgetting It is about […]